Since yesterday, I am a twenty eight year old woman. Aigoo..should I be feeling much older than I already do? I don’t feel anything different because I have been feeling 28 for quite sometime now. Since I don’t have a career started yet, there is this fear of being unemployed or losing out on something major, when I am in my youth has increased multifold. … Continue reading I’m 28!
I have been feeling a little fidgety from the morning. So I thought I will try and write on something that I consider as a pretty real and heavy stuff in my life. Hopefully this will calm my senses. Also I bought Jordan.B.Peterson’s ‘selfauthoring’ suite (https://selfauthoring.com/) months ago and I am yet to sit down and reflect about my life. Maybe I should add, the … Continue reading My relationship with my dad – The Introduction
I want to share my experience of going to gym for the very first time in the 27 years of my existence in this world. It might not sound like a big thing to do but for a person with high levels of social anxiety, it is one BIG DEAL. But I wanted to give it a shot because my fitness level were at a … Continue reading Gymming with my social anxiety.
This break year and a half has made me binge watch a lot of mind-numbing stuff online. It ranges from a daily vlog on youtube to shitty movies and series on Netflix. I got to stop before it is too late. I sometimes feel like I have lost control and that I have an addiction problem. But whenever I visited my parents or travelled somewhere, … Continue reading I got to stop binging!
I am currently sat on the toilet (sorry for the tmi) thinking about what is wrong with my life! A question that haunts me every year as it comes to an end. Maybe that is why people celebrate all the forced festivities around this time. They can go about ignoring the dinosaur and just focus on cookies, chocolates and cakes. I, personally, am never into … Continue reading Yet another year has gone by!
This might seem like TMI but I always worry about this particular thing in my life. By thing, I mean, the number of times I shower. Till the time I lived with my parents, I was used to taking bath regularly, though, I have been without bathing for a few days together, maybe couple of times in the 21 years I have been living with … Continue reading My showering problem.
I used to be very good at reading without any distraction. This is some 7 years back, where I had only physical books to read with. Now I have three different applications that amplify my reading effect beyond my imagination yet I don’t read much. This is because I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for sometime now. I used to think, unlike people … Continue reading Digital books and my reading habits